I'm feeling much better today. But while my body is feeling better, I'm in a very grumpy mood. Why? Because it's such an amazingly gorgeous day out, but I can't go out cause my eye is dilated and I just can't deal with all that sunshine. I did manage to drive myself to the hospital for a test (this eye thing is getting to be quite complicated), though I kept my left eye closed most of the time.
While I was crossing the street by the hospital - in the cross walk, with the signal - some dumb bitch in a pickup made a right turn from my blind side and almost hit me. She never even slowed down, not even when I slapped her side panel making a really loud thump. I know she saw me cause she looked right at me. If I had mutant powers I would have drop-kicked her and her pickup right into the bay. Yes, I'm feeling a lot of anger and frustration this week. If you know what's good for you, don't piss me off.
At least the people at the hospital were nice. I know a lot of people freak out at hospitals. But my dad is a doctor and he used to take me to the hospital all the time, so for me it's a familiar and comforting environment. I'm sure there are sons of butchers who feel the same way about abattoirs.
Switching off the scopolamine drops was such a good move. The eye doc said that the reaction I had was typical of either old or young people, so I guess I'm just hypersensitive - those drops have always tripped me out like that. But a week of that was too much for me. Now I feel human again. I slept over 8 hours last night, no freaky dreams, no WTF moments in the middle of the night.
I'm taking today and tomorrow off work to rest and recuperate. I shouldn't be on the computer now, but I'm bored and I can't read a book and at least I can make the fonts bigger on the screen here. I see the eye doc again on Tuesday. Grrr! This weekend is going to kill me - everyone is going to be at the beach or the park or just walking around enjoying the city and I'll be stuck at home. Can't we just have one more weekend of rain please?